imarci: (Fog)
Dark clouds threaten to unleash Poseidon himself as I rush across the field, cloak clenched tightly in my right hand, basket full of fruit in my left. Slippers seep into the already softened soil from the previous night’s downpour, and if I don’t hurry, I’ll get caught in today’s.

I pick up the pace as a thunderclap echoes across the miles from behind me, sending a shiver up my spine.

It is unwise to be caught outdoors when the gods fight, and lately they’ve been having an all-out war, with humanity in the center. Crops are failing, animals are dying and humans are struggling to keep themselves hidden in their rickety domiciles.

Mine is just up the hill, another quarter of a mile to go.

I feel the first drop of moisture as I reach the crescent of the hill, my relief quick in my lungs as I exhale. The small shack that is my home is nestled at the bottom of a cliff, protecting it from harsh winds off the coast, and wild animals from the forest a few miles west.

I immediately pick up the pace at the sight of my home, shoes kicking up mud in the process, basket bumping against my thighs.

Yet as I get closer, the dim light in the only window of the building pauses me. As I live alone, the sight worries me.

I glance every which way before deeming no one is watching and wonder if perhaps I simply left a candle lit in my rush to gather fruit between tempests of rain.

Licking my suddenly parched lips, I grip the basket more firmly, ready to use it as a weapon if the need arises and approach the window tentatively.

Peering inside to the three-room home, I do not see anything or anyone out of place. Chewing on my lip I gently push in my door and croak out, “Hello?” My voice catching on the dryness of the air.

Silence greets me and with it, a lessening of tension in my shoulders.

I move quietly toward the tiny kitchen, dropping the basket on the counter. As I am removing the berries I spent all morning picking, I keep my ears tuned into the sounds of my home, now very familiar with each one.

By the time the basket is empty, I’ve convinced myself I neglected to blow out the candle, and ignore the niggling feeling that it is at the same height as when I left.

I carefully prune and wash the berries, placing a handful on a plate and moving toward the small table in the corner to enjoy my lunch and dinner.

The loud boom in the sky, followed by a light so bright it illuminates my entire home, startles me. Within moments, the rain is pitter-pattering on the roof, and just as quickly, it becomes torrential. The sound lulls me into a state of exhaustion as the hike to where the berries reside is over five miles each way. That, and last night’s battle kept me awake for most of the night, letting me doze off for only a mere hour or so.

A rumble shakes the small home, causing glassware to tinkle, and forcing me to grip my table. An explosion is fast on the heels, rocking the foundation and sending the other chair toppling over. Another bright light flashes in through the window, blinding me for a whole minute before it is gone.

“Quick,” a voice whispers harshly from my right, startling a yelp past my lips. “You must leave your home.”

I jolt upright so quickly, causing the chair to fall back and land with a barely audible thunk.

“Who… what …are you?” I stutter. The creature before me is clearly not human.

“We do not have time. The cliff above is crumbling and soon your home will be buried beneath it,” the non-human pleads. Pitch black eyes are wide with what appears to be fear, but the clawed hands keep me frozen in place, a blueberry still in my hand.

“Hurry,” it says with more urgency, taking a step toward me as if to pull me from my home itself.

I curl back, fear lodging a scream in my throat. I eye the only weapon I have near me, the plate on which my fruit rests. I wonder if it will render this being motionless.

It must read my decision because in seconds it is beside me, claw hands resting gently on my shoulders. “I will not harm you. I am here to save you. Please,” it begs now.

Another explosion knocks me into this being, my face planting into the scales that is its chest, and I curl back in horror. A scent of day old fish assaults me and I find my face scrunching up in displeasure.

“I am not leaving my home with… with… whatever you are until you tell me what is going on!” I demand, shocked my voice is steady when all I feel is panic and fear.

The beast visibly sighs and that is when I notice the gills in its neck, expanding and then closing. A shudder grips me and I take another involuntary step back.

“I am here on the behest of the god Poseidon. I am to save you, but I will fail if we do not leave NOW!” The being yells.

My heart dives into my stomach. The last thing any human ever wants is to catch the eye of a god. While some might think it a glorious thing, it only ends in misery and often death.

“I think I would rather die with my home,” I mutter.

The beast’s eyes flash red and its skin goes luminescent before returning to a very pale white. “I do not have time for insolence,” it says before his claws are gripping my waist and flinging me over its scaly shoulders as if I weigh nothing and dragging me out the door, just seconds before a boulder the size of a moon lands atop my home, completely decimating it before my eyes.

The being is carrying me away too quickly and soon the only home I have ever known is both literally and figuratively gone. Moisture pools in my eyes, but I refuse to cry. Instead I allow anger to control my next actions. I begin to beat on the beasts back, my hands hitting solid scale and probably hurting me more than it.

“Put me down you disgusting piece of filth!” I scream, which gets devoured by the battle raging above us in the skies.

Reds and oranges flicker in the sky between the pitch black clouds, giving the world below small glimpses of frightening power. Lightning strikes in our path, but my kidnapper easily evades it and picks up his pace to a mind-numbing speed. My body convulses with the erratic pitching, ribs knocking harshly against the scaly flesh beneath me.

“We are almost there,” the being yells over the violence and my body recoils at the thought of where there is.

Before I can royally freak out, I am tossed unceremoniously onto my feet, stumbling at the sudden motion and almost losing my berries in the process. My hands grip my ribs and I groan before I even realize the other odd thing. The complete and utter silence.

I finally take in my surroundings. We are down on the shore, hundreds of miles from my home. No wonder I feel like upchucking a week’s worth of food, which in all honesty isn’t that much.

Still.

There are more like the thing that brought me here. They all stand at attention along the shore, three long rows of perhaps fifty in each. I stare wide-eyed, never having seen such creatures.

Then my vision lands on the mammoth half-man and half-serpent leaning over a table in the distance. His entire scale-frame is tense as he barks out orders. It is my staring that eventually makes him turn to face me, as if sensing my gaze.

A smile crosses his horribly handsome face. A face that is both rugged and beautiful, should not be on that body. Queasiness quickly overtakes the anger, and I find myself taking small steps backward as the god Poseidon slithers toward me.

Long black hair reaches to his waist and irises made of ocean blue capture my retreating figure.

“Well done, Mekhail. You managed to save my champion,” he practically purrs. Another oddity considering the image before me.

I shiver at his voice, those thick lashes of his brushing his cheeks as he blinks, taking me all in. “She is quite the vision, is she not?” He seems to ask of no one.

I take another step back, which only makes his smile broaden.

“Cham… cham…pion?” I manage to stammer.

“Why yes. You will help me defeat Zeus,” he says with a nonchalance as if discussing the weather.

Incredulousness pauses me in my retreat. I am a mere human, who at most has wielded a rock to break up the rare meats I can catch. Is this god insane? Oh right. They all are.

I must have a look of utter disbelief because it seems to amuse him.

His laughter dances along my flesh, like a keyed-in song to my body, and I gag in repulsion but nothing comes up.

“Just … send me home please,” I beg futilely.

“You have no home, Ariella. We are your home now,” he adds with an imperious wave of his colossal arm.

The words repeat over and over in my dulled mind and when the darkness comes, I accept it with open arms.
imarci: (Snoopy Write)
It was a very nice weekend. The weather had been perfection … then Mother Nature has to go and ruin the prospect of spring by bringing us snow tomorrow. Evil bish. Ugh.

Anywho…. On Friday a guildie helped me out and we got the last 3 levels I needed to hit 60 on the horde character, so that I could unlock the stupid Horde end of the new classes/mounts/achievements, etc. I’ll have to actually go and make the characters, just so I can unlock their mounts as well. I’m just glad I got Blacksmithing and Jewelcrafting out of the way.

Saturday I was working on the monk which has the last two professions I need to get the big (75 point) achievement; leatherworking and skinning. I’ve been having a lot of fun leveling her and am actually considering swapping mains in the next expansion to her… but I don’t know. I’ve been a Paladin for SO long. I know the rotation, it’s simple, etc. It’s my comfort, and we all know I never like to leave my comfort zone…. Ever.

Monk’s are a little trickier and procs can make a big difference in the rotation, which can make me anxious. There’s really only one proc for Paladins and they have like five spells total. Monk’s got a bit more. But they’re fun and different, so I dunno. I am definitely thinking about it, and I’ll see how things actually go in the next expansion for each class. Plus, they already have a ret paladin, and I really don’t want to feel like I’m stepping on people’s toes. I know they really want a ranged class… but I dunno. I’ve never been into ranged classes. I mean I guess I could level the lock too and just see how that goes. Gah.

Also, there’s a LOT of sexy mog for leather. I feel like there are a lot more for leather than there is for plate, so I dunno. She’s only level 48 and she’s already rockin’ a sexy mog… haha.

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So yeah. That’s weighing on me right now. But anyway… that’s far away and I have time to decide. Saturday I also got the last achievement for the Easter event meta. I swear, there needs to be more undead females. Took forever to get that last one!

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With this Meta done, I have TWO more to finish before I get the really big one “it’s been a long trip” or some crap like that. Though, I don’t know if I’ll ever get it. One of the achievements I need is to have my orphan out on BG’s and do things like capture the flag etc. I hate that shit. So… I may never get it. I just have no patience to battle people to capture a flag in a BG when capturing the flag is technically NOT the actual object (it’s holding towers). PLUS, everyone will be hunting that achievement, so it’s just a serious clusterfuck of bodies and annoying to everyone involved (especially the regular PvP players). Sigh. Blizzard makes shit so annoying sometimes. I wish they’d get rid of that one.

I also gave in and bought the Lightforged Warframe mount from the Army of the Light people’s. It’s a very nice looking mount, but it cost 500k gold, which put quite the dent in my character’s pocket, and now I feel like I have to always use it since it’s redonkulously expensive. NOT as expensive as the spider… but still. It is nice and glowy though … which I do like. These screenshots don’t really do it justice.

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Yesterday we went over to Nelson and Trisha’s house. They were celebrating their one year anniversary (can’t believe my baby brother has been married a year, geezus). They invited my brother Danny, Trisha’s parents, Trisha’s brother/family and my mom and I. We had some finger food and partook in eating the top layer of their wedding cake, which has been frozen for the past year (a tradition of ours). Surprisingly, it wasn’t awful. Hahah.

Then we all hung out, watch some television and chatted. I feel like I haven’t seen Ava (Trisha’s sis-in-law) in ages. She brought her babies, which aren’t babies anymore… seriously, WHERE does time go? The little one was JUST born but she’s already almost as tall as her big brother, and walking up a storm. It’s great but it just reminds me how fast time is going, and it’s just slipping away. Soon enough Trisha will be popping out a baby or two as well… I can’t wait to have nieces or nephews, but man … time is crazy to me.

We hung out there until almost 11PM. Watched my brother play a scary VR game, which wasn’t that scary and just very weird. I think the Batman VR one was a lot more fun (especially to watch). Got home a little after 11:30PM and decided I wanted to do a little writing. I know… SHOCKING. What’s even crazier? I got two full chapters written before I went to bed. Yeah. I’m nuts. Oh and kicker? I have a TITLE for it already too! I know… the world is legit ending right now.

I’m slowly working on this book today in-between work, but who knows if I’ll stick to it or what. Most likely I’ll give up again in a day or two… as per usual. I just feel like nothing I ever write is any good, but then others read it and they enjoy it. I don’t know WHY I am so damn hard on myself… I really don’t. Anyway … back to writing I go (and hope it continues).
imarci: (Writing)
Below is the first chapter of one of my (many) books that I've written and never published. Formatting might be a little off since I copy/pasted it from my documents. Maybe I'll share the first chapter of a few of my books ... haha.


-One-

These are my favorite pair of stilettos and here I am, slogging through a waterlogged cemetery after some two-bit vampire.

I want to scream, but I also want to live. Finally giving in, I pull the heels off, eye the tombstone I'm leaning against, and place them on the cement ledge and continue my hunt.

Lowering myself behind an angel twenty feet away, I pull the 9mm pistol from my thigh sheath and take out the clip. I have three bullets left and have to make them count. Quickly snapping the clip back into the gun, I lean around the corner and take in a deep breath.

The stench is palpable. I am pretty sure this vamp hasn't showered in weeks, maybe even months.
The good thing about the newly reborn is that they are pretty slow on the uptake and barely know how to use their newly acquired talents; smell being key here. Even though I am upwind from him, he has no idea I am here.

I carefully, but quickly, move around the angel, keeping as much of my body lowered as I can.
Luckily, the torrential downpour helps cover the occasional splash I can't help. I'm about two hundred yards from him when I stop. I line up my shot, steadying my arm. I don't want him dead, just incapacitated so he can be taken in. If rehabilitation doesn't work, then he'll be put out of his misery. The head vampire of Saints City doesn’t really care in the end.

My finger presses the trigger and just as I fully compress it, and the bullet leaves the chamber, he bolts, causing the bullet to hit the tree that was just ahead of him.

Cursing under my breath, I dash after him, running at full speed. He can't be that old, as he runs just a little faster than the above-average human.

I note where he's heading and decide to take a detour. I practically slide down an incline that has now become a water slide, and barely stop myself from toppling over and landing face first in the mud.

Taking in a deep breath, I drop behind one of the large catacombs that line this area of the cemetery. Slowing my pace and my breathing, I concentrate on listening.

I hear him splashing down the middle aisle. He seems to realize he's lost me and slows down. I crouch even lower and just wait.

He's making more noise than a fussy newborn. Shaking my head I inch forward toward the main path.

Before he can react, I quickly spin around the corner and shoot. He manages to sidestep the bullet and blast forward, reaching me faster than I expect. His open palms connect with my chest, sending me flying backward.

Not exactly who I planned to hit second base with tonight.

I hit concrete and lose my sight for a moment, my second to last bullet gone. I blink a few times, trying to get the floating stars to go away. Groaning, I stumble upward and grind my teeth.

More sloshing through the mud—this guy is ruining my night. I have one shot left, and I can't waste it.

This time, I have to go at him full throttle.

I’m back up and chasing him again, tapping into my lycan abilities to add a little speed boost to my stride. It takes longer than if I was in full wolf form, but I am finally on his heels.
He throws his head back and laughs. I raise a brow and he shakes his head. “They send a little girl after me… amusing.”

That grinds me the wrong way. I leap into the air and am about to land on his back when he picks up his speed. My fingertips brush the edge of his leather coat before I belly flop into a puddle.

Great—this is also my favorite black dress.

Spitting out a piece of gravel, I make it onto my feet after a couple of failed attempts. Wiping the mud from my eyes, I let out a feral growl and take in a deep breath to calm myself.

Rocking my head back and forth, I work the knots out of my shoulders and tune in more deeply with my wolf half. I don't shift—I don't want to rip him to shreds—yet. I simply focus my senses completely; sight, smell and hearing.

He's about a hundred yards away already and headed toward the river. If he jumps in it, I'll lose him for good, and have to start this mouse chase all over again.

I run at an angle, hoping this time to actually cut him off without incident.

I skid to a stop around a large oak tree.

Normally, maybe on a sunny day and without the rotten stench of death up my nostrils, I might actually enjoy the beauty of this cemetery has to offer. Today is not one of those days.

This time, I wait for him to run by me before I leap and land on his back. He slips, causing us both to drop, me getting mud all over me yet again.

We struggle in a wonderful puddle of chilled water, but I eventually get the upper hand. Pressing the pistol's muzzle against his temple I glare down at him.

“Stop moving or I blow your brains out. You can't come back from that vamp boy.” His body remains perfectly still below me. “Good boy.” I pat his cheek, making a wet slapping sound.

“Now, you've given me quite a run for my money, and I don't appreciate having my pretty clothes ruined.” I remove a small dagger from the sheath on my left thigh and place it flush against his throat. “You're lucky the Marquis of this city has already called dibs on you, or your head would come clean off.”

He laughs and I find myself irritated enough that my wolf-half growls past my lips, “What's so funny?”

He shakes his head. “You are ever the dutiful pet, Zoey.”

I frown. He knows my name, and I don't like that. I slip the tip of the dagger into his neck, barely missing his artery. Marcus said alive, he didn't say in good shape.

He flinches, but his smugness doesn't leave his face.

“I don't need to hear anything from those filthy lips.” I make the grand spectacle of sniffing his chest. “You really should invest in this amazing invention called soap.”

I whack the flat edge of the blade against his left cheek, hard enough to leave a red imprint.
Taking my pistol, I press it against his neck and fire.

The tranquilizer sinks into his neck and beneath his skin, slowly releasing a chemical that will immobilize him long enough for transport.

It takes roughly a minute for it to actually take effect, and then my body completely relaxes. I roll off of him, and sitting on my knees in a ditch of mud, I press the ear piece. “Jack Phillips is ready for pick up.”

Flipping open a small watch-looking container on my wrist, I pull out a sliver of plastic with a microscopic locator and slap it on the vamps head. Pressing it into his forehead with my thumb print initiates the beacon, which blinks red to tell me its working.

Crawling to a stand, I let out a ragged breath and begin my trek back to the main road.

As I slip out of the clearing, I catch the amused look on my sometimes partner's face. I raise a finger and point it at Caleb, throwing on my meanest stare.

“Don’t. Say. A. Word.” I hitch my thumb over my shoulder and mutter, “Go fetch.”

I ignore his laughter as he passes me and heads off to do the easy part.

“Oh,” I pause and turn to eye his retreating back. “Stop by Julia Arthur's tombstone and pick up my pumps.”

I don't wait for a response.

My beat-up pathfinder is parked on one of the side streets so it takes me another five minutes to reach it. Opening the trunk, I ruffle through the bag I kept in the back with spare clothes and find a clean pair of leggings and a simple t-shirt. I didn’t want to risk losing him, or else I would have changed before that stupid, and admittedly ridiculous, chase scene.

Being as it is three in the morning I quickly change right there on the street and then jump into my car. My earpiece vibrates.

Every inch of me is aching with exhaustion, but still press it—I never learn.

“McKenzie, report in,” a gruff voice commands.

I can't even make excuses as the line cuts off before I can open my mouth. My boss can be a real dick.

Starting up my car, I pull a U-turn and head back into the city. It is going to be a long night.
imarci: (Northern Lights)
Work
Graduation time at work sucks. People are just overly annoying. Especially our students who have done NOTHING to inform us they plan to finish (as they are supposed to by January), and come at us less than a month from graduation all, “Yeah, so I’m graduating.” Uh… no. Yet we let them, because we’re just small enough that it’s doable… but it’s so fucking annoying and happens every year. Why are people such slackers? I can’t wait for this month to be over.

We’re also transitioning a LOT here at work. We’re getting a new President (finally) in July… so we’re all getting prepped for his arrival and things are a little tense around here because I do not think the old Pres wanted to leave (long story, not going into it). We’re also going to get an interim Dean (who is my boss’s boss, so I’ll report to him too and this one will directly affect me). The guy is nice though, so I do not see any issues there. It’s just a lot of change around here, and I’m not typically good with change … haha!

The only positive this week has been the weather. It has finally warmed up and feels like spring. I totally get the saying, “spring in your step”, because this weather has put one in mine.

World of Warcraft
Last night we actually raided. Felt good to bash in bosses. Though, I died on the dogs fight… I HATE when I die to bad luck. I got like 3 different bad buffs on me at the same time and went down so fast, no healer could have saved me. Of course, one of the tanks was all, “What happened to you?” As if to say, what ‘fail’ did you do… but thankfully two of the guildies that were with me on the dog we were fighting told him it was shit luck cuz I had multiple buffs on me that pretty much insta-killed me. One was a healer and I could tell he felt bad he couldn’t save me LOL.

We also had to deal with weird lag. It wasn’t awful, but every now and then it would spike and cause me to sit still for a few seconds, which could be bad if you are in the path of something you need to avoid. So that was frustrating, but it was all fine and I ended up doing decent DPS on all the fights (minus the dogs of course, cuz I was down for a good chunk of the fight).

In good news, I FINALLY replaced one of my 915 LFR tier pieces with a 945. TWO more to go. AH! I also got 950 shoulders I really want to use, but at the moment, I have a 915 tier piece, so I need a different tier piece so I can use the 950 shoulders lol. No luck man!

A couple of us hung out after the Eonar fight just messing around with toys, pets and mounts (showing off, etc lol) and renaming our pets to ridiculous or sexual things lol… like my tentacle pet I got last week I named ‘ribbed pleasure’ LOL. So yeah, shenanigans that had me laughing a little too hard. At one point, the GM got on his sled toy and was like SOMEONE PULL MEH! LOL and I had set down a pyre, so one of the guildies pulled him around and then she dropped him the pyre lol… too bad it didn’t actually cook his toon, but I still got a good SS of it.
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Afterward four guildies were kind enough to do the speed run through the Kara dungeon for the mount. I’d gotten it a few months ago, but I gave it to a different guildie, because he’d been the one to request the run for it. So, tonight they were nice enough to take me through it. With our gear though, we smoked that place pretty quickly.

It’s so PURTY!
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Tonight we should reach where we are on our lockout (Aggramar), but I REALLY do not want to do the coven fight. It’s just so painful and it stresses me out so much. If I could avoid that fight all together, I would be so damn happy. Every other fight has it’s difficulties, but when it comes to RNG, the Coven wins it. And our luck with that boss fight is ridiculous.

Reading and Writing
Been a reading machine this year. I’ve finished 29 of my 60 books already. I love getting lost in fiction … I really do. And some authors write so amazingly well that I wish I could read their stories forever. It’s why I love authors that do a series … make the characters last a little bit longer. Sometimes though, I wish there were more than 3 books lol.

I wish I could stop giving myself issues and would just actually finish a damn book. I actually have written some things that I have found truly funny/action packed and good enough to share with others, but something always stops me from finishing these books… fear. I hate fear. It ruins my life. Even in something as simple as RAIDING, fear can take such a hold on me. Fear of sucking, failure and disappointing others. Why am I like this? Some people this shit just rolls off their shoulders. They fail? They get right back up and try again. I fail? I curl into a ball for months and go over things again and again in my head, torturing myself to no end about something as simple as dying to dumb shit! Or not finishing a book!

I wish I could stab fear in the face and tell it to fuck off and leave me be. I wish I knew the magic trick. I am POSITIVE other authors go through this or have gone through this… but HOW did they get past it all? How’d they overcome it and finish their work? I wish I had the answer, but I don’t. Sigh.

Friendships
In final news … I have a friend I’ve known for 10+ years. We were kind of a ‘thing’ for a little bit, but then I became more of a ‘friend’ toward him, and he was fine with that… but NOW he’s acting all crazy and wanting to force more on me and I have told him MANY times I love him as a friend, but I am not into him like that… but he’s making my life crazy right now. He’s always messaging me shit to make me feel guilty. I have been putting some distance between us in the hopes he’ll move on with his feelings, but I haven’t shut him out completely … but he acts as if I should be talking to him 24/7 … No! I do NOT talk to ANYONE in my life like that … and I just hate feeling this way EVERY DAY.

A part of me just wants to cut him out of my life, but I am not that type of person. Plus, I am hoping he’ll come to terms with shit and stop pushing me to feel a certain way I do not feel. He’s always like “Oh you don’t have time for me but you have time for your guildies?” Like really? I shouldn’t be made to feel like shit for playing something that brings me joy. Half the time I am not even doing anything with the guildies except on raid nights or when I run the occasional Mythic dungeon with them… but even if I was doing nightly crap with them and having a blast, a TRUE friend would be happy that I was having fun and NOT give me shit about.

It's just so frustrating and giving me unnecessary stress.

Long post is long… Off to be a productive part of society.

imarci: (coffee leaves)
Had a pretty good weekend. On Friday I played way too much Warcraft, as usual, so nothing new there. Saturday my mother and I headed over to my brother Danny’s house to spend the Easter Weekend. We were having family over there on Sunday, so she wanted to get the house ‘in shape’ for guests. I worked on leveling my Horde Hunter, so  that I can get her to level 60 to boost.

I honestly cannot stand the new crap with leveling. It feels like it takes so much longer to clear a zone and leveling is so damn slow. I am nowhere near level 60 … before getting to level 60 would probably take a day … two max. Dungeons take forever and don’t give ‘more’ experience (which I would guess they would do so that you could level faster, but nope). I’m just frustrated. Hopefully I get her to 60 soon, then I can use the free boost on her and have a 110 horde (to unlock the races/looks/mounts and pets). I also decided to give this toon two professions I need for a meta achievement (Blacksmithing + Jewelcrafting). While I have alliance toons (slowly) working on these, I just want this achievement over with (I’m impatient that way). Plus with leveling as slow as it is these days, I probably won’t work on them for some time. Anyway, but boosting the toon, it will max those two professions (if she’s level 60). Sooo yeah. Gah.

Anyway, bro got home from work around 6pm, we had dinner (delicious lasagna) and then we watched some movies. I finally saw the third installment of the Mazerunner. It was seriously kick ass. I loved it. Lots of action, very emotional, and just constantly on the edge of my seat the whole film. Definitely worth it if you haven’t checked it out yet. I give it a 10/10.

Then we saw Priest again. I really enjoy that movie and it always rekindles my love for Paul Bettany. I really wish he did more films… he’s such a great actor.

Afterward, he went to bed and I continued my NCIS marathon. I finished seasons 12 this weekend and have started season 13 last night. Catching up slowly… thought I know Michael Weatherly leaves at the end of season 13, which makes me sad. He’s the glue to that team with his jokes… No one can replace him! Though, I said no one could replace Ziva, but I’ve been enjoying the Bishop character… but yeah. NO ONE can replace DiNozzo man … he’s the best. I also think season 15 is Abby’s last season sooooo this will definitely be the last one I watch I think. Still, 14-15 seasons of a show is pretty great.

Sunday I got up a little late (11am). I played a little Warcraft (still no level 60 toon!) … and then we had Easter dinner around 4:30pm. It was baked ham and rice with shrimp. It was super delicious. The photo doesn’t do it justice (as it was taken with my cell phone too).
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It was nice to hang out, chat and have some good laughs. After dinner and some dessert (mousse + brownies), we sat around and watched the new Jumanji film. I was surprised by how good it was. I had been putting off watching it, thinking it would be dumb, but it was absolutely hilarious. Dwayne Johnson and Kevin Hart need to do more movies together… they’re great. I laughed way too much, which is always a plus. I give it a 8/10. The guy who had to pretend to be a stuck up female teen btw, was the absolute best! I loved it.

Then, I let my bro play his video game since Trisha and Nelson left, and I went to finish off season 12 of NCIS.

So yeah, it was a nice/chill weekend.

Now that we’re only a month away from our graduation here at work, things have been busy/intense. Finalizing lists, getting things ordered for the day, confirming graduates, ordering diplomas … etc, etc. Once the graduation is over though, things will be dull as a doorknob around here, so it’s just getting through this next month.

Hopefully tonight I can hit level 50 on the horde character. She’s 42 right now (it’s so slow!!!!!!!!!!!!). I get wanting to make it so you could quest wherever you wanted (diversifying zones to level in), but this slow ass shit is driving me insane. LOL. Eighteen more levels …. I got this!

Quick news ... the itch to write has been getting stronger. I have some ideas in my head as usual, but I just need to actually write and stop slacking off. Ugh. Hopefully I can finish the draft for this book this week so I can start to write it. 

I think I need to find a moodtheme for this blog AND some more icons. Hmmm.

imarci: (coffee leaves)

It's been over a month since my last post... wow. Not really surprised though. I've worked on the below post for a number of days but kept putting it off.... but here it is.

I don’t know why my desk is always the hub of conversation. One of my biggest pet peeves is when people just idle around in my personal bubble at work and have full blown conversations with others (myself not included), when every single ONE of these a-holes has an office! I would NEVER, in a million years, step into someone’s office with someone else and just start up a conversation and stand there in their space talking about shit not even work-related.

The lack of respect is absolutely mind-blowing. I really wish people would realize what royal assholes they are, and it makes me blind with rage sometimes (especially if I am already feeling prickly).

I literally just had one co-worker standing right behind me in my small space to chat with two others over the counter of my cubicle for a solid fifteen minutes while I tried to work! This is the shit that drives me bonkers. I wasn’t even in the conversation and she just stood there with these two chatting away all up in my space … WTF is wrong with people? Why do they see any of that as acceptable, but to me I would NEVER do it? Am I the crazy one? I really don’t feel like I am but this crap makes me bonkers and I hate feeling this way almost all the time.

Other than that feeling of rage coursing through my veins right now … life is relatively okay.

The cruise I went on with my friends the first week of November (omg can’t believe it’s already been 1 whole month!) … was wonderful. I had so much fun and I am in shock that we didn’t drive each other insane or fight or come back wanting to murder each other. We actually had a lot of fun together and a great time. The weather in the Caribbean and in Florida was perfection. Last time we went it wasn’t so great (rained in FL and was way too hot/couldn’t breathe in Bahamas). This time, each stop was beautiful.

Here are all the photos that I took from that week. Normally I would have taken a crapload, but I didn't want to be that person that held everyone up. So this is not as extensive as my normal travel shots. Ha!

In Florida we hung out on Cocoa Beach for most of the day and then had a late lunch at one of the local spots right off of it. On the private island we’d gotten a cabana and it was so worth the 500$ that it cost. It had an epic view of the ocean and ship, provided comfortable seating arrangement and was close to the ocean to swim and run back. They delivered food to it and the personal drink servers was like we were millionaires (none of us are even remotely close). It was such a relaxing day, reading, enjoying the breeze, ocean and friends.

Our final stop was Nassau, Bahamas. We got a package to go to Atlantis (their resort there) and it was worth every penny. We got another cabana there near one of the many beautifully built pools and spent the whole day going on water slides, a lazy river (which was far from lazy and I didn’t like the rapids much lol), and drinking strong drinks by the poolside. It was utterly fantastic. Everyone agreed they would do a trip just to the resort for a week if the chance ever arose. Also, the Mayan theme architecture was very well done and I really did love it.

The time we spent on the boat was great until the last two nights. The boat rocked so bad on the way back to NYC that I felt like it was gonna tip over sometimes. Which is interesting because we went the same week two years ago and it only rocked a little on the way to Florida.

Other news...

I reached my second reading goal a few nights ago. My first was 30 books, which I hit around two months ago, and so I increased it to 50. I was going to increase it again, but since it’s already December, I don’t want to push my luck (though I have been a reading machine). Whatever ends up being over, is over the 50.

I added a bunch of new books to my wishlist since I am quickly making my way through my kindle selection since 2014 (when I last read more than 2-3 books). I bought a LOT back then, but I’m burning through it and only have about 80 left (yes, only). I have a bunch of series’ I want to catch up on, but I am hoping to find some new ones once I’m done reading the older books.

My writing has faltered. I don’t know why I get like this. It’s bugging me to all hell too because I have actually been enjoying what I’ve been working on, and really like the story idea. I am letting fear hold me back… again. If I wait too long to continue, I know what will happen. I will lose my connection to the characters, and when I do grow some proverbial balls again, I won’t be able to come back and reconnect with them and will have to start something totally new (again). This is my pattern. I have started SO MANY books (sitting around everywhere) … they all stop somewhere between chapter eighteen and thirty. Sigh.

I wish I wasn’t such a weak ass bitch and would just do this. It’s killing me too because I want to write, but I haven’t been doing it. Man, I have so many freaking ISSUES.

Now that it's December, busy trying to get wishlists together and shopping for people. I'm glad we put a limit this year. I'm not really in the spirit (with dad passing a short while ago I havent really been in the mood to 'celebrate' without him). I know I should get more in the spirit because he loved Christmas and I should continue to enjoy the things he did, but it's so hard during this time of year. 

So ... yeah. My brothers, sister in law and mom set a limit to 100$ for each of us and then Diane and I did $50 and my friends and I have done $25. Which is a little less stressful. Thankfully most have sent me lists this year, so that's a huge help too (instead of trying to come up with ideas for people who have EVERYTHING).  I am hoping to be done shopping by the weekend *fingers crosssed*. 

Anywho. I'm working on some resolutions for the new year (one being to write more here!), so I am sure I'll be back. 
 

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